I was thinking about how I need to “streamline” my life and then this sentence popped up in one of my news feeds. Yes……I need to streamline…….and debug. I am truly wayyyyy too busy. And not everything “busy” contributes to my well being. I have to trim, cut, and eliminate the excess. So…..who (person-project) gets cut?
I have thought a lot about this all day. It isn’t always the obvious. It is usually something…or someone who takes up too much of my day. (Mostly in thought - which causes my mind and heart to hurt….and be over active.) Yes, I truly need to make the cuts. I will never stay sane or achieve my goals. The next few days will be all about “debugging.” I might truly love you, but ……..I might not be able to keep you in my life. I hope you understand.
Sometimes I feel like I can navigate my life all on my own. I don’t need anyone. Leave me alone. Don’t tell me what to do. I’m fine on my own. But for some reason today I woke up vulnerable. Today I truly need you. Today everything about life is hard. I guess tonight I can look at the stars and hope……….for a true dead reckoning.
I know I can’t have you all to myself……….but no one can stop me from loving you. ;)
I’ll be in trouble if you let me go
I can’t stop looking at your pictures sweetie. You are so adorable and you don’t even know it. lol You are so humble, unassuming, confident, and just happy. I don’t think you have any idea how mesmerizing you are. You are truly a gorgeous man…….and I’m so glad you are in my life. ;)
I do have a lot of hair. Tons of it. Thick, long and soft. I know I’m blessed. But lately I have received tons of extra attention regarding my hair. When I was at that Hollywood party last weekend and the photographer sent me an e-mail he said “It was so nice photographing you and your hair.” I thought that sounded so funny. It was like my hair was a separate person or something. I showed my kids the e-mail and they laughed and said it sounded like I had to give the hair back or something. When I was at the Hollywood Q&A panel and they were critiquing our headshots every single person complimented me on my hair. They said it was gorgeous and that it really was a great “look.” Perfect strangers have approached me all week to offer compliments. Today while running I got half way down the block and realized that I forgot my rubber band so I had to run with my hair free flowing. Halfway thru my run I had to stop to tie my shoe. A super cute guy who was also running (and looked very familiar,) stopped too and asked “can I touch your hair?” wtf? He looked normal but I thought that was a very weird question. I asked back “what?” He said “I see you running out here all the time and you have the most beautiful hair. I’m sure it is soft. I would love to bury my face in it.” I immediately said “Uh…….not gonna happen.” And I ran off. He seemed normal, up until he said that. Well…….I guess I will be buying this conditioner by the boat loads. Even if it attracts strange people, it’s working!!!
Well said. And you know who you are!! Smooch!!
You are my bestfriend, my shoulder to lean on, the one person I know I can count on, you’re the love of my life, you’re my one and only, you’re my everything
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Thank you so much!!! It is mostly my diary so it’s funny to think that people would find my life interesting, but I do get a lot of mail from followers saying they like to read my stuff. That’s really cool. I wish you the best of luck too!!!
The other night Max and I were home alone so he cuddled with me and watched his baby movies on YouTube. He kept hearing something coming from the speaker on the side of my laptop. Lol!! He looks so funny watching himself as a puppy. :)