An Actor's Story

Daily happenings in the life of an American actress, screenwriter and filmmaker. Auditions, bookings, travels, and tales.

I always feel this way.  When he is telling me a story, showing me one of his paintings, eating lunch, or when we are at the movies together (which is one my favorite times with him because he hugs me or lays his head on me,) I always feel deep love for him.  I just really love him. ;)

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I always feel this way.  When he is telling me a story, showing me one of his paintings, eating lunch, or when we are at the movies together (which is one my favorite times with him because he hugs me or lays his head on me,) I always feel deep love for him.  I just really love him. ;)

kaity-thorpe:

I actually met with my trainer today.  It was super cool.  I set a 25 day challenge.  I leave for Vegas in 25 days.  I’m going with all actresses who are size zero, fitness trainers, pole dancers…….you name it.  The bikini crowd.  I’m also about 15 years older than everyone haha.  So……just so I don’t look like a complete blob I decided to step my routine for 25 days.  We are already working hard (started one week ago,) and I have to run a zillion miles to keep up with my half marathon training, so I’m hopeful that I will look acceptable for the trip.  I am also having my photos taken by the celebrity photographer on the 19th (hopefully I look a bit hot for that session too. lol)  My agent wants to see me on the 15th to look at my wardrobe selection.  
After Vegas I will set some long term goals.  I am determined to keep up a solid routine after the half marathon on Oct 5th.  I absolutely love my gym spa and I feel so grateful that there is one behind my house here in the bay area and one a few miles from my house in LA.  Right in Studio City.  I told my trainer about that location.  You can only gain access thru valet parking and an escalator.  Talk about lazy.  haha.  But LA is all about valet parking.  Even for the freaking drug store.  
A new month.  A new vibe. A new me!!    Now, I’m going to have a glass of wine and watch TV.  I’ve earned a little rest. ;)
This is a still shot from my closing scene in “Cancer Pimp.”  A very cool script and cast.  It will be entered into film festivals under the “Short Films” category.  I can’t wait to see it!!  The director said we would have a screening and party in LA.  Yay!!
I find it interesting that this movie is getting ready to be released right when I am thinking about Sarah so much.  September 3rd will be the 2nd anniversary of losing her to cancer.  September 3, 2012 happened to be Labor Day that year.  So I’m thinking about her a lot today.  I’m determined not to be sad.  I’ve had too much to be sad about in August so I’ve decided to have September be a kick ass month.  A few things helped me decide that.  Last week I got an amazing e-mail from a person that has really only known me for about 3 weeks.  She wrote this really heartfelt e-mail that meant so much to me.  I wasn’t feeling that great about myself right before I read the e-mail but after I read it I felt fantastic.  Sifting back thru other e-mails I saw that I received so many from my sweetie.  He is so very communicative, thoughtful and kind.  Those e-mails mean a lot to me as well.  (This morning he said I was “adorable!”  Wow, what a way to start my day!!) And then this morning I got a sweet Tumblr message from a follower who reminded me that it is a new month.  I really appreciated that reminder.  I thought to myself “YES!!  A perfect time to start over!”  Sarah LOVED my career and followed it closely.  She would be so happy about all that I booked this year.  So……….I’m going to be happy with her.

This is a still shot from my closing scene in “Cancer Pimp.” A very cool script and cast. It will be entered into film festivals under the “Short Films” category. I can’t wait to see it!! The director said we would have a screening and party in LA. Yay!!
I find it interesting that this movie is getting ready to be released right when I am thinking about Sarah so much. September 3rd will be the 2nd anniversary of losing her to cancer. September 3, 2012 happened to be Labor Day that year. So I’m thinking about her a lot today. I’m determined not to be sad. I’ve had too much to be sad about in August so I’ve decided to have September be a kick ass month. A few things helped me decide that. Last week I got an amazing e-mail from a person that has really only known me for about 3 weeks. She wrote this really heartfelt e-mail that meant so much to me. I wasn’t feeling that great about myself right before I read the e-mail but after I read it I felt fantastic. Sifting back thru other e-mails I saw that I received so many from my sweetie. He is so very communicative, thoughtful and kind. Those e-mails mean a lot to me as well. (This morning he said I was “adorable!” Wow, what a way to start my day!!) And then this morning I got a sweet Tumblr message from a follower who reminded me that it is a new month. I really appreciated that reminder. I thought to myself “YES!! A perfect time to start over!” Sarah LOVED my career and followed it closely. She would be so happy about all that I booked this year. So……….I’m going to be happy with her.

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Ya, I love this!!  I’ve learned the hard way that you may not get a second chance, so I always say what I feel (even if the receiving party might not be ready to hear it.)  I hope he is ok with everything I say because I only speak the truth.  I truly care, I truly think he is immensely talented, and I truly love him.  He doesn’t say too much to me but a lot of guys are  economic with their words.  It doesn’t mean they don’t care.  They are just scarred from past relationships.  The words will come in due time.  The actions are already here. ;)  


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Sometimes…..
So……how many of us have fallen for Fallon?  lol  Who wouldn’t fall for such a cute, sweet, successful man, who not only is funny, but also thinks his wife is “cool.”  When a guy gushes about his woman……..so lovely.  I can’t think of anything more wonderful.

“One day you’ll look back on this and realize just how much I cared and just how badly you fucked up.”

—   Midnight thoughts (I would have done anything for you)

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